Current mood:	bored
Current music:	Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

#97: let it take me where it wants me to go
I feel like rambling. Really don't feel like sleeping till I absolutely can't keep my eyes open anymore so here I am. Okay this is going to be quite rambly beware. 25 minutes to 4am haha 4am is becoming my earliest bedtime. But I keep telling myself that I'm not screwing up my lifestyle at all because I'm going to be traveling around a lot in the next 4 months so no jet-lag for me!

Okay it's like 10.40am in China that's not good. But I think it's like close to midnight in NYC, perfectly reasonable bedtime eh. OH YEAH. Since people have been discussing/announcing their decisions lately, I guess I could do that too. I didn't really have a hard time deciding because I didn't have a whole lot of schools to choose from and being so talentless I didn't have many different paths to choose from either. Hahaha I totally just eliminated everything that I know I wouldn't and couldn't do: Law, Medicine, Science-related things, arty things, Politics, Humans...the list is pretty long.

Yup so I'm doing Business at NYU! Everything fell into place in the end. Thank God of course. Been sure about this for ages already, ever since Shoo and I had awesome macha at Shokudo which I am totally craving now btw. Just filled in my housing application. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME AWESOME FUN RETARDED NON-PROMISCUOUS ROOMMATES!! And please give me cheap rooms. Haha I'm half-scared half-excited still. Like yeah living in the city with all these things to explore and do sounds totally awesome. But on the other hand it's back to school again and since when was I even into going to school. Can't really remember how it feels like, waking up like 2 hours from now to, err, learn things.

My current lifestyle is so piggish I can hardly believe myself. Today (yesterday) I woke up at 12pm. I went downstairs and made myself random yummy stuff for lunch. I plopped myself on the couch and watched Wentworth Miller on some show and then I watched Gilmore Girls (which is so nice btw). Then I plopped myself on my bed and did random things on my laptop and then I watched 2 episodes of Prison Break. Went back downstairs for dinner. Plopped myself in front of the TV with Outliers to read during ads. Then came back up and watched 90210. And now I'm here. Hahah I am so not going to last through school.

Life is so boring but so enjoyable because it's sooooooooo slack. I feel like I randomly retired. Yeah nothing exciting but nothing bothering me and stressing me out which is a fair trade off. Totally moved on with respect to everything that bothered me in the near past (hahah what's the opposite of 'near future'?).

OKAY. Dundee till 19th May (shopping spree next week hopefully!!!), China (Nanjing/Beijing/Shanghai) till 19th June, Sweden (possibly since Dad has some conference there) late June-ish, Lau and Shoo coming to Scotland 16th-30th July, hopefully can cram a visit to Norway amidst all that, NYU 30th August!!! Then my independent life begins wow.

Seems pretty packed eh but it's so not it's just slacking all the wayyy. I feel so gross. Think I'll go sleep.